Worried...

Talking to my mom never makes me feel good. She often complains that I never tell her anything. Funny thing is whenever I do she always makes me feel worse. I told her that today and she apologized for that. Well hopefully something good comes out of this.
This week has been hell. My car 'broke' down. My whole exhaust system ripped off (my stupid mistake) and then my bumper fell off (same stupid mistake). So the whole thing is going to cost me about $2000. Sigh. Easy come easy go. I don't really make a lot of money as well. God have mercy. I feel like a total wreck right now. So far from God. I pray but it doesn't feel like its helping. Sometimes I am comforted and sometimes I am not. Money seems to be like an issue with me constantly. I need to budget more wisely. I need to save money.
God help me with my finances. In general I need help with my life. It seems like its spinning out of control. Again Holy Spirit guide my footsteps to where you want me to go. I need to take life more seriously.
If you read this pray for me.
Thanks.

"I'm the arrow, you're my bow, shoot me forth and I will go..." Matisyahu

Word...

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A purging...

It's been a while since I've posted something serious here. Last time I did I got BURNED...badly.
Well anyways, Church is my life and over the past few years there have been a lot of people leaving. It seems like there is a constant stream of people leaving. It is very taxing because it means that people who really care for this church have to step it up big time. The thing is I don't know who will step up. Right now all I can see is myself doing a lot of work.
A lot of people are leaving our church. It really saddens me. But I guess life must go on and I must let go - let go of the questions, let go of the bad feelings, let go of the hurt. It's been hard. Somedays I feel like quitting. But that would be the easy way out. I'm no quitter. I sincerely believe that this community is worth fighting for. The youth that are here and are coming up to EM WILL make a difference. I really hope so. I believe so.

Truth?

Haha!!! "Borrowed" this from another guy's site...

Girls are like apples
on trees. The best ones are at the top
of the tree. The boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they are afraid of
falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just
get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't
as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think
something is wrong with them, when in reality,
they're amazing. They just have to wait for
the right man to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the
way to
the top
of the
tree.



Translation: Some girls are stuck up.

Stuck way up in a tree. What are you doing in a tree? The reason why you can't find a guy is because you're in a tree. Come down to the ground where guys find girls in the real world.

There are plenty of monkeys that climb the tree and these girls reject them because they're not "cute" enough, didn't go to the right "school", don't have the right "job", and most of all, they're too "nice."

Guys are like monkeys. The nice ones are like Curious George and they climb the trees only to get rejected by all the apples stuck up in the tree. But the smart ones are like King Kong and they shake the ish out of the tree and all the apples fall to the ground for the pickin. After they fall to the ground, the apples yell, "choose me! choose me!" But King Kong just shook the tree for fun. What a jerk. But this makes the apples like him more.

Curious George becomes heeby jeeby. King Kong stomps on the apples and goes after Jane on top of The Empire State Building. And there are plenty of lonely apples.

Thus, the birth of Online Dating Services.

Is this why I am not married yet?

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